I never even was kissed and All I need today is a little bit of Michigan and a whole lot of Jesus shirt in saving my purity for someone special. He was hesitant to meet due to the big age gap, but he agreed to meet to hang out at my neighborhood park. All went well and we really had a lot in common. I almost forgot he was that much older. He asked to see me again and I was so excited that someone not only found me attractive but genuinely enjoyed my company. The next week. His text began taking a very dark turn, always saying how he wanted to bend me over and dominate me. I was beginning to dislike it and feel uneasy about seeing him again, but kept my promise and met up with him. I met him at his car and he asked me to get inside, I was super scared but hopped in.
He told me I looked beautiful and All I need today is a little bit of Michigan and a whole lot of Jesus shirt. He started his car and I began to panic and wonder why I was doing this. He pulled over to a secluded area Where he forced himself on me and began kissing me and started trying to rub my vagina. I really liked him, but It felt so wrong and I ended up asking him to take me home. It’s not how I imagined my first kiss to play out. My entire world flashed before my eyes I felt so betrayed and so hurt. I looked at him with absolute hatred and jumped out of his car and ran to my house. That was the day my innocence was shattered, I saw humanity in a very dark view, I couldn’t believe someone could not only lead me on but go as far as cheating on their significant other.